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Friday, July 5, 2024

Love is you

난 너를 본다 맘에 새긴다

I'm looking at you and engraving you in my heart

나즈막이 널 불러본다

I'm softly calling your name

스치는 바람결에 널 느끼면서

As I feel you in the passing breeze

난 그 향기를 찾아가

I'm searching for that scent

한때 스치듯이 지나쳤던 너와 내가

We used to just pass by each other

지금은 이렇게 마주앉아

But now we're sitting across each other

눈을 맞추고 마음을 기대고

Looking into each other's eyes and leaning our hearts on each other

난 너를 본다 맘에 새긴다

I'm looking at you and engraving you in my heart

나즈막이 널 불러본다

I'm softly calling your name

스치는 바람결에 널 느끼면서

As I feel you in the passing breeze

난 그 향기를 찾아가

I'm searching for that scent

고이 접혀있던 기억이 펼쳐지며

As we spread out the softly folded up memories

우리를 감싸는 기분좋은

Feel these emotions that wraps around us

이 향기를 너도 느껴봐

And also this scent

난 너를 본다 맘에 새긴다

I'm looking at you and engraving you in my heart

나즈막이 널 불러본다

I'm softly calling your name

스치는 바람결에 널 느끼면서

As I feel you in the passing breeze

난 그 향기를 찾아가

I'm searching for that scent

흩어진 시간도 내겐 소중해

Even those scattered times are precious to me

너와 함께한 모든 기억

All of the memories with you

다 내 맘 속 가득히

Are still full in my heart

난 너를 본다 맘에 새긴다

I'm looking at you and engraving you in my heart

나즈막이 널 불러본다

I'm softly calling your name

스치는 바람결에 널 느끼면서

As I feel you in the passing breeze

난 그 향기를 찾아가

I'm searching for that scent

난 너를 본다 맘에 새긴다

I'm looking at you and engraving you in my heart

나즈막이 널 불러본다

I'm softly calling your name

스치는 바람결에 널 느끼면서

As I feel you in the passing breeze

난 그 향기를 찾아가

I'm searching for that scent

Terdiam..

Aku sejenak membekukan waktu. Mengingatmu Shino san.

Aitai!

Di belahan dunia mana sekarang dirimu?

Myanmar? Ethiopia? Mesir?

Bisakah kita bertemu walau sejenak?

Memandang langit biru, menghirup udara segar pantai..

Dengan angin yang membelai perlahan..

Aku rindu tatapan matamu, yang hangat..

Yang membuatku pulang ke rumah..

Ikutkah dirimu di tim Projek kali ini?

Atau akankah ada waktu untuk melihatmu surfing?

Tahukah kamu..

Hari ini aku kembali terbawa sendu, menitikkan airmata di hening irama lagu dengan makna mu..

May I love you?

Di secangkir kopi ku, hangat genggaman tangganmu menenangkan debar jantung yang enggan meninggalkan gemuruh dalam degup.

Breathe in..

Breathe out..

Reset

Filled my heart deeply내 맘에 깊이 가득 차버린Save me from this empty world공허한 세상 나를 구해줘I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna resetI wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna resetLonely eyes trapped in the dark어둠에 갇힌 외로운 눈빛Is there anyone who can hold my hand?내 손을 잡아 줄 사람 없나I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna resetI wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna reset

I'm sure someone somewhere knows my painful heart.어딘 누군 간 잘 알겠지 내 괴로운 맘을I'm like an oriole that can't find me even if I stand in front of it앞에 서성 되도 못 찾는 나 꾀꼬리 같은Flying alone in the dark, my lonely night again혼자 날아다녀 어둠 속에 또 내 외로운 밤을I fly alone, in the dark, with a painful heart again혼자 날아다녀 어둠 속 또 괴로운 맘을Why do you not know, no matter how small I am?왜 몰라주는 건데 아무리 작은 나란 존재 라도Don't trample on me, come with me짓밟지 말고 나와 같이 가Your inadvertently thrown words and actions break me down.무심코 던진 너의 그 말들과 행동들이 나를 무너뜨려I push you into a corner and say no한구석으로 몰아 넌 아니라고 말하지만Hiding behind the ridicule, don’t look for me비웃음 뒤에 숨어 나를 찾지 마

Filled my heart deeply내 맘에 깊이 가득 차버린Save me from this empty world공허한 세상 나를 구해줘I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna reset (oh-eh-oh-eh-oh)I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna reset (oh-eh-oh-eh-oh)Lonely eyes trapped in the dark어둠에 갇힌 외로운 눈빛Is there anyone who can hold my hand?내 손을 잡아 줄 사람 없나I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna reset (oh-eh-oh-eh-oh)I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna reset (oh-eh-oh-eh-oh)

Just a passing wind, right next to the person next to me그저 스쳐 지나가는 바람, 옆 옆 사람 바로 옆에Even though I scream, I only see silence.소리 질러봐도 고요함만 마주 보고 있는데I'm walking with you too나도 같이 걷고 있는데why are they getting further apart왜 그들은 점점 멀어져why do i always stand alone왜 난 항상 혼자 서있어Why does my world stop?왜 내 세상만 멈춰Their backs fading into the distance저 멀리 희미해지는 그들의 뒷모습It's okay if it's just one person, please turn around and hold my hand단 한 명만이라도 좋아 뒤돌아 제발 내 손잡아 줘It's okay if it's just once, please hold my hand단 한 번뿐이라도 좋아 제발 내 손을 잡아줘Anyone there please stop for a moment거기 누구든 잠깐 멈춰줘

Your smile is not ridicule비웃음 아닌 너의 미소는Bring me back from disappearing사라져가는 날 되찾아줘Your smile in the dark어둠 속엔 너의 미소는Brighten up my lonely heart외로운 내 맘 훤히 밝혀줘I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna reset (oh-eh-oh-eh-oh)I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna reset (oh-eh-oh-eh-oh)Your smile is not ridicule비웃음 아닌 너의 미소는Bring me back from disappearing사라져가는 날 되찾아줘Your smile in the dark어둠 속엔 너의 미소는Brighten up my lonely heart외로운 내 맘 훤히 밝혀줘I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna reset (oh-eh-oh-eh-oh)I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna reset (oh-eh-oh-eh-oh)

How about youHow about youI'm all about youI'm all about youI want to go back to those beautiful times아름다웠던 그때로 돌아갈래ResetReset

I'm sure someone somewhere knows my painful heart.어딘 누군 간 잘 알겠지 내 괴로운 맘을I'm like an oriole that can't find me even if I stand in front of you앞에 서성 되도 못 찾는 나 꾀꼬리 같은Flying alone in the dark, my lonely night again혼자 날아다녀 어둠 속에 또 내 외로운 밤을I fly alone, in the dark, with a painful heart again혼자 날아다녀 어둠 속 또 괴로운 맘을

The loneliness of being left alone like this이렇게 홀로 남겨진 외로움Please hold my hand now나의 이손을 지금 잡아줘I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna reset (oh-eh-oh-eh-oh)I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna reset (oh-eh-oh-eh-oh)The hidden truth full of scars상처투성이 숨겨둔 진실I want to go back to the happy place행복했던곳 나 돌아갈래I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna reset (oh-eh-oh-eh-oh)I wanna reset, I wanna reset, I wanna reset (oh-eh-oh-eh-oh)I won't let you goI won't let you goI won't let you goI won't let you go

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Full music menemaniku sejak pagi...

Meredakan awan kelabu, ketika semua membiru.

Tak ada perjalanan jauh untuk melepaskan semua dari hati.

Untuk sekedar membuka jalan nafas yang sesak.

Tarik nafas..

Buang nafas...

Membebaskan semua jiwa dalam pelukan malam, senja dan hingar dunia ..

Mungkin dirimu sempat merasakan pilu yang sekilas membilur..

Up and down..

Itulah ombak yang membuat oleng kapal,

Jalani..

Nikmati..

Percayalah ketika reset, semua akan kembali normal walau tak utuh.

Fighting!

Insomnia

Sulit buatku untuk memejamkan mata dengan tenang.

Tanpa air mata..

Sonaki,

Selalu membuatku mengalirkan bening tanpa henti dengan rasa yang menyesakkan dada..

Tak kenal waktu..

Aku,

Larut dalam pilu.

Yang tenggelam dalam secangkir kopiku.

Menusuk jiwa dengan sempurna..

Semua menghujam dalam hati.

Dimana kamu sekarang?

Sampaikah rasa ini padamu?

Masihkah kita menatap langit yang sama?

Atau apakah bisikan ini sampai di telinga mu?

Yang kemudian bercerita dalam hening.

Sebuah tembang romansa yang tak berujung dalam jeda..

Run...run..

Fly harder towards the sun

태양을 향해 더 힘껏 날아

Building up fallen dreams

쓰러진 꿈들을 세워가

A chance I won't let go, break it from the high wall

놓지 않을 chance 높은 벽은 break it

Follow the sound of your heart

심장 소릴 따라가

Bye, bye, the past days of tears

Bye, bye 눈물의 지난날은

Hi, the moment I've been waiting for right now

Hi 기다려온 순간 right now

No worries, zero

고민 따윈 zero

Right now runnin' again, runnin' again

지금 바로 runnin' again, runnin' again

Oh-whoa

I feel a trembling thrill, we ride

떨리는 전율을 느껴 we ride

This unstoppable feeling

멈출 수 없는 이 feeling

We run strong again

우린 다시 힘차게 달려가

I'm ready to

Run, run, holding you next to me

Run, run 내 옆에 너를 안고

Run, run, even if I fall, start again

Run, run 넘어져도 start again

Fly forever above the endless sky

끝없이 펼쳐진 하늘 위로 fly forever

I'll run like this

이대로 달려갈게

I run, cutting through the rough wind

I run 거친 바람 가르고

I fly high again

난 다시 높이 날아올라

my dreams bloomed

피어난 my dreams

Run freely towards hope

희망을 향해 뛰어 자유롭게

So, I'm running

Even if the night is dark, there is no more fear

밤이 캄캄해도 두려움은 no more

Don’t hesitate, we just go

망설이지 마 we just go

Change the clumsy you

서툴렀던 너를 바꿔

Burn the passion you've been holding in, burn it up

참아왔던 열정을 불태워 burn it up

Burning hot

뜨겁게 타올라

Bye, bye, the past days of tears

Bye, bye 눈물의 지난날은

Hi, the moment I've been waiting for right now

Hi 기다려온 순간 right now

No worries, zero

고민 따윈 zero

Right now runnin' and runnin' and runnin' again

지금 바로 runnin' and runnin' and runnin' again

Ooh-whoa

I feel a trembling thrill, we ride

떨리는 전율을 느껴 we ride

This unstoppable feeling

멈출 수 없는 이 feeling

We run strong again

우린 다시 힘차게 달려가

I'm ready to

Run, run, holding you next to me

Run, run 내 옆에 너를 안고

Run, run, even if I fall, start again

Run, run 넘어져도 start again

Fly forever above the endless sky

끝없이 펼쳐진 하늘 위로 fly forever

I'll run like this

이대로 달려갈게

I run, cutting through the rough wind

I run 거친 바람 가르고

I fly high again

난 다시 높이 날아올라

my dreams bloomed

피어난 my dreams

Run freely towards hope

희망을 향해 뛰어 자유롭게

So, I'm running

Try again from the beginning

첨부터 다시 해봐

I believe in you and try again

너를 믿고서 try again

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

A new day unfolds

새롭게 펼쳐질 하루를

Run again

I'm ready to

Run, run, holding you next to me

Run, run 내 옆에 너를 안고

Run, run, even if I fall, start again

Run, run 넘어져도 start again

Fly forever above the endless sky

끝없이 펼쳐진 하늘 위로 fly forever

I'll run like this

이대로 달려갈게

I run, cutting through the rough wind

I run 거친 바람 가르고

I fly high again

난 다시 높이 날아올라

my dreams bloomed

피어난 my dreams

Run freely towards hope

희망을 향해 뛰어 자유롭게

So, I'm running

.... Hari ini kesekian kalinya menonton Lovely Runner. Tetap menangis ketika Sonaki dinyanyiin Sun Jae.

Bebaskan diriku..

Lepaskan saja aku,,

Agar semua jarak yang terbentang menghilang dan aku akan belajae berlari memulai semua dari titik awal.

Walau pastinya bukan pilihan yang mudah, namun aku yakin ini lebih baik dari pada tetap menggenggam cinta bagai bara.

Semua memberikan pembelajaran yang berari. Mendewasakan.

Selamat tinggal sayang..

Aku pamit!

Selayang Pandang

Reza..

Katamu sambil mengulurkan tangan, menjabat hangat.

Tampan!

Decak dalam hati yang sekilas menatapmu.

Rambut ikal lebatmu mengingatkanku pada Aira. Kulit putih dengan hidung mancung khas wajah Timur Tengah dengan jambang tipis di dagu.

CiptaanNya yang teramat sempurna.

Rasanya enggan memalingkan wajah darimu.

Pesona dan kharismamu begitu kental dan pekat.

Kala itu kita bercerita lepas, berganti topik yang mengantarkan kita di ujung hari.

Secangkir kopi dengan rasa yang berbeda ada di atas meja kita, dengan pisang goreng sebagai temannya.

Tak lama, Aira datang mendekat..

Menatapmu lekat.. lalu tetiba menyapamu "Papa.. apa kabar?"

Sekilas kulihat perubahan wajahmu..

Lalu dengan percaya diri, kamu menjawabnya ramah..

"Baaaiikk sayang.. Aira sehat kan?"

Seraya memeluk dan membawanya di pangkuanmu.

Aira langsung menikmati semua keakraban yang kamu tawarkan.

Menjadi manis dan menyenangkan..

Terima kasih yaa..

Sudah menjadi kepingan hati yang hilang. Melengkapi puzzle hari yang hilang..

Saranghae..

I Think I Did

Lagu Yoo Hwe-seung

In the night when many friends gathered

많은 친구 모인 밤 그 속에서

When I sometimes can't see you where you always were

늘 있던 자리에 니가 가끔 보이질 않을 때

Smelling your scent that I loved

내가 좋아했던 너의 향길 맡으며

Could it be you? When I turn my head and look for you

혹시 니가 아닐까? 고갤 돌려 널 찾을 때

When I happen to pass by your neighborhood

우연히 너의 동넬 지나갈때면

When your face keeps coming to mind

어느새 니 얼굴 자꾸 떠오를 때

I guess so, I guess I like you

그랬나봐, 나 널 좋아하나봐

Every day, I only think of you

하루하루 니 생각만 나는걸

I want to see you, I can do well

널 보고 싶다고, 잘할 수 있다고

I wanted to muster up the courage to call you

용기내 전활걸고 싶었는데

That doesn't work, like a fool

그게 잘 안돼, 바보처럼

When I found out about your email by chance

우연히 너의 메일을 알게되면서

When I wait for you all night in front of the monitor

모니터 앞에 널 밤새 기다릴때

I guess so, I guess I like you

그랬나봐, 나 널 좋아하나봐

Every day, I only think of you

하루하루 니 생각만 나는걸

I want to see you, I can do well

널 보고 싶다고, 잘할 수 있다고

I wanted to muster up the courage to call you

용기내 전활걸고 싶었는데

That doesn't work

그게 잘 안돼

The awkwardness I couldn't say

말하지 못한 막막함을

Do you know?

너는 알고 있을까?

The long-awaited love in front of me

오랫동안 기다려온 사랑 내 앞에

I'm breathing

숨쉬고 있는걸

I guess so, I guess I like you

그랬나봐, 나 널 좋아하나봐

Every day, I only think of you

하루하루 니 생각만 나는걸

I want to see you, I can do well

널 보고 싶다고, 잘할 수 있다고

I wanted to muster up the courage to call you

용기내 전활걸고 싶었는데

That doesn't work

그게 잘 안돼

you always make me dream

넌 언제나 나를 꿈꾸게 하지

I want to become a better man than I am now.

지금보다 더 좋은 남자 되고 싶다고

This time I go to see you, I practice

널 만나러 가는 이 시간 난 연습해

In my heart for such a long time

그토록 오랜시간 가슴속에

Hidden words, I love you

숨겨왔던 말, 사랑해

Berdamai...

Tetiba aku ingin menuliskan ini untukmu.

... Dear Love,

Perjalanan kita sudah terurai begitu panjang dalam hitungan detik.

Penantian yang teramat panjang untukku.

Kesendirian yang belum juga kamu usaikan.

Saat ini benar aku merindukanmu ada di sini. Merangkai hari dan menepikan semua.

RINDU!

Kepingan hati yang kembali menyempurnakan. Yang bersyukur dalam tangis, berhati lembut, penuntun dalam kebaikan, mampu open minded untuk semua perbedaan sikap dan sifat, selalu mencari jalan tengah dengan meredam ego.

Terima kasih yaa Allah..

Menghadirkannya di antara ketidakpercayaan dan kemustahilan.

Semoga aku dan dia bisa menjadi cahaya..

...........

Menepikan RINDU

Sudden Shower

I didn't want it to stop

그치지 않기를 바랬죠

geuchiji anhgileul balaessjyo

On the day you first came to me

처음 그대 내게로 오던 그날에

cheoeum geudae naegelo odeon geunal-e

I hope it's not the kind of rain that soaks for a while

잠시 동안 적시는 그런 비가 아니길

jamsi dong-an jeogsineun geuleon biga anigil

I've been desperately hoping

간절히 난 바래왔었죠

ganjeolhi nan balaewass-eossjyo

Do you know how I feel too?

그대도 내 맘 아나요?

geudaedo nae mam anayo?

Me, who only pictured you every day

매일 그대만 그려왔던 나를

maeil geudaeman geulyeowassdeon naleul

It seeps into my heart again today

오늘도 내 맘에 스며들죠

oneuldo nae mam-e seumyeodeuljyo

You are a gift from heaven

그대는 선물입니다, 하늘이 내려준

geudaeneun seonmul-ibnida, haneul-i naelyeojun

I will protect you in this world where you stand alone

홀로 선 세상 속에 그댈 지켜줄게요

hollo seon sesang sog-e geudael jikyeojulgeyo

One day, you suddenly fell like a shower

어느 날 문득 소나기처럼 내린 그대지만

eoneu nal mundeug sonagicheoleom naelin geudaejiman

I call you again today, you are a precious person to me.

오늘도 불러 봅니다, 내겐 소중한 사람

oneuldo bulleo bobnida, naegen sojunghan salam

The falling rain suddenly wakes me up

떨어지는 빗물이 어느새 날 깨우고

tteol-eojineun bismul-i eoneusae nal kkaeugo

I'm lost in my thoughts about you

그대 생각에 잠겨요

geudae saeng-gag-e jamgyeoyo

Now come to me

이제는 내게로 와요

ijeneun naegelo wayo

I'm waiting as always

언제나처럼 기다리고 있죠

eonjenacheoleom gidaligo issjyo

I will hold your hand tightly

그대 손을 꼭 잡아줄게요

geudae son-eul kkog jab-ajulgeyo

You are a gift from heaven

그대는 선물입니다, 하늘이 내려준

geudaeneun seonmul-ibnida, haneul-i naelyeojun

I will protect you in this world where you stand alone

홀로 선 세상 속에 그댈 지켜줄게요

hollo seon sesang sog-e geudael jikyeojulgeyo

One day, you suddenly fell like a shower

어느 날 문득 소나기처럼 내린 그대지만

eoneu nal mundeug sonagicheoleom naelin geudaejiman

I call you again today, you are a precious person to me.

오늘도 불러 봅니다, 내겐 소중한 사람

oneuldo bulleo bobnida, naegen sojunghan salam

Painful memories that I wanted to forget

잊고 싶던 아픈 기억들도

ijgo sipdeon apeun gieogdeuldo

Just let it flow away with the raindrops

빗방울과 함께 흘려보내면 돼요

bisbang-ulgwa hamkke heullyeobonaemyeon dwaeyo

Even if I'm tired sometimes, even if the sky is cloudy

때로는 지쳐도, 하늘이 흐려도

ttaeloneun jichyeodo, haneul-i heulyeodo

don't forget that i exist

내가 있다는 걸 잊지 말아요

naega issdaneun geol ij-ji mal-ayo

You are love, my one and only love

그대는 사랑입니다, 하나뿐인 사랑

geudaeneun salang-ibnida, hanappun-in salang

There will never be a love like yours again

다시는 그대와 같은 사랑 없을 테니

dasineun geudaewa gat-eun salang eobs-eul teni

I don't forget, even the little memories you gave me

잊지 않아요, 내게 주었던 작은 기억 하나도

ij-ji anh-ayo, naege jueossdeon jag-eun gieog hanado

I engrave it again today, you are a gift to me

오늘도 새겨봅니다, 내겐 선물인 그댈

oneuldo saegyeobobnida, naegen seonmul-in geudael

Malam ini mataku berkabut, entah apa yang kurasakan. Hanya hampa yang menikam dalam kesendirian disini.

Aku merindukanmu..

Bisakah kita sejenak berhenti, merebahkan penat bersama. Dengan menyesap kopi dan sepotong bolu pisang di Tjilaki 9?

Karena kita hidup dengan melewatkan banyak hal.

Selalu menghirup udara yang sama.

Menatap langit yang sama.

Entah berapa banyak takdir dan momen yang telah aku lewati.

Kamu,

Bagaikan bintang bagiku, indah terlihat namun tak mudah digapai.

Selalu terlihat pelangi setelah hujan lebat.

Aku menantimu di sini.

Menghapuskan sunyi..

I miss you so badly..

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Love is you

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Reset

Insomnia

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Run...run..

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Selayang Pandang

Berdamai...

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