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Berjalan berdampingan di atas segala perbedaan, terasa tak mudah (memang)... Tetap mampu berdiri sendiri, (namun) terasa rapuh jika berjalan tanpamu... Always a reason behind something... #SahabatSejati

Saturday, September 9, 2023

Know Me

Keep my love and honesty
You'll never know the other me
I'm dancing alone inside my head
Somebody save me
Do you know how I'm thinking now?
I'm locked up in love, I'll say the words
You always made me
Baby, you know what is going down
Do you know the fight
To keep you by my side?
This love will never change
But I just might go insane
Do you know me now
So I can see a smile?
This love will never grow
But at least you'll never know
Used to keep my mind
Beside the place you like
Never wanted you to hear the words I sing inside
I don't want to change the way
We love right now
Want you to be keeping up that smile tonight
Every night
I'm dancing alone inside my head
Somebody save me
Do you know how I'm thinking now?
I'm locked up in love, I'll say the words
You always made me
Baby, you know what is going down
Do you know the fight
To keep you by my side?
This love will never change
But I just might go insane
Do you know me now
So I can see a smile?
This love will never grow
But at least you'll never know
I just wanna keep us close tonight
(Ooh)
I just wanna keep us loving like now
I'm dancing alone inside my head
Somebody save me
Do you know how I'm thinking now?
I'm locked up in love, I'll say the words
You always made me
Baby, you know what is going down
Do you know the fight
To keep you by my side?
This love will never change
But I just might go insane
Do you know me now
So I can see a smile?
This love will never grow
But at least you'll never know

Tak sengaja menemukan lagu ini, ketika rindu membuncah.
Dimanakah dirimu saat ini?
Sedang bertugas dimanakah?

Apakah tak pernah terbersit dalam inginmu.. untuk sekedar bercerita padaku. Atau menyapaku..
Bangsamu terkenal dengan orang-orang yang dingin.
Pekerja keras walau bisa juga menikmati hidup ketika selesai jam kantor.

Apakah boleh aku berdoa, meminta bantuanNya, 
Menikung di sepertiga malam
Menangis di atas sajadah..
Untuk sekedar meredakan resah dengan deru kangen yang tak terhingga.

Aitai!

Ya Rabb,
Bolehkah aku bertanya.. mengapa Engkau hadirkan rasa yang pekat pada TS?
Dalam nalarku sebagai manusia..
Terlalu jauh jarak yang menjadi jeda,
Terlalu banyak beda yang membangun tembok di antara kami..
Aku..
Benar-benar ingin memeluknya.

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