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Monday, June 24, 2024

Selayang Pandang

Reza..

Katamu sambil mengulurkan tangan, menjabat hangat.
Tampan!
Decak dalam hati yang sekilas menatapmu.
Rambut ikal lebatmu mengingatkanku pada Aira. Kulit putih dengan hidung mancung khas wajah Timur Tengah dengan jambang tipis di dagu.
CiptaanNya yang teramat sempurna.
Rasanya enggan memalingkan wajah darimu.
Pesona dan kharismamu begitu kental dan pekat.
Kala itu kita bercerita lepas, berganti topik yang mengantarkan kita di ujung hari.
Secangkir kopi dengan rasa yang berbeda ada di atas meja kita, dengan pisang goreng sebagai temannya.

Tak lama, Aira datang mendekat..
Menatapmu lekat.. lalu tetiba menyapamu "Papa.. apa kabar?"

Sekilas kulihat perubahan wajahmu..
Lalu dengan percaya diri, kamu menjawabnya ramah..
"Baaaiikk sayang.. Aira sehat kan?"
Seraya memeluk dan membawanya di pangkuanmu.

Aira langsung menikmati semua keakraban yang kamu tawarkan.
Menjadi manis dan menyenangkan..

Terima kasih yaa..
Sudah menjadi kepingan hati yang hilang. Melengkapi puzzle hari yang hilang..
Saranghae..

I Think I Did
Lagu Yoo Hwe-seung

In the night when many friends gathered
많은 친구 모인 밤 그 속에서

When I sometimes can't see you where you always were
늘 있던 자리에 니가 가끔 보이질 않을 때

Smelling your scent that I loved
내가 좋아했던 너의 향길 맡으며

Could it be you? When I turn my head and look for you
혹시 니가 아닐까? 고갤 돌려 널 찾을 때
When I happen to pass by your neighborhood
우연히 너의 동넬 지나갈때면

When your face keeps coming to mind
어느새 니 얼굴 자꾸 떠오를 때
I guess so, I guess I like you
그랬나봐, 나 널 좋아하나봐

Every day, I only think of you
하루하루 니 생각만 나는걸

I want to see you, I can do well
널 보고 싶다고, 잘할 수 있다고

I wanted to muster up the courage to call you
용기내 전활걸고 싶었는데

That doesn't work, like a fool
그게 잘 안돼, 바보처럼
When I found out about your email by chance
우연히 너의 메일을 알게되면서

When I wait for you all night in front of the monitor
모니터 앞에 널 밤새 기다릴때
I guess so, I guess I like you
그랬나봐, 나 널 좋아하나봐

Every day, I only think of you
하루하루 니 생각만 나는걸

I want to see you, I can do well
널 보고 싶다고, 잘할 수 있다고

I wanted to muster up the courage to call you
용기내 전활걸고 싶었는데

That doesn't work
그게 잘 안돼
The awkwardness I couldn't say
말하지 못한 막막함을

Do you know?
너는 알고 있을까?

The long-awaited love in front of me
오랫동안 기다려온 사랑 내 앞에

I'm breathing
숨쉬고 있는걸
I guess so, I guess I like you
그랬나봐, 나 널 좋아하나봐

Every day, I only think of you
하루하루 니 생각만 나는걸

I want to see you, I can do well
널 보고 싶다고, 잘할 수 있다고

I wanted to muster up the courage to call you
용기내 전활걸고 싶었는데

That doesn't work
그게 잘 안돼
you always make me dream
넌 언제나 나를 꿈꾸게 하지

I want to become a better man than I am now.
지금보다 더 좋은 남자 되고 싶다고

This time I go to see you, I practice
널 만나러 가는 이 시간 난 연습해

In my heart for such a long time
그토록 오랜시간 가슴속에

Hidden words, I love you
숨겨왔던 말, 사랑해


Berdamai...

Tetiba aku ingin menuliskan ini untukmu.
... Dear Love,

Perjalanan kita sudah terurai begitu panjang dalam hitungan detik.
Penantian yang teramat panjang untukku.
Kesendirian yang belum juga kamu usaikan.

Saat ini benar aku merindukanmu ada di sini. Merangkai hari dan menepikan semua.
RINDU!

Kepingan hati yang kembali menyempurnakan. Yang bersyukur dalam tangis, berhati lembut, penuntun dalam kebaikan, mampu open minded untuk semua perbedaan sikap dan sifat, selalu mencari jalan tengah dengan meredam ego.
Terima kasih yaa Allah..
Menghadirkannya di antara ketidakpercayaan dan kemustahilan.
Semoga aku dan dia bisa menjadi cahaya..
...........





Saturday, June 15, 2024

Menepikan RINDU

Sudden Shower

I didn't want it to stop
그치지 않기를 바랬죠
geuchiji anhgileul balaessjyo

On the day you first came to me
처음 그대 내게로 오던 그날에
cheoeum geudae naegelo odeon geunal-e

I hope it's not the kind of rain that soaks for a while
잠시 동안 적시는 그런 비가 아니길
jamsi dong-an jeogsineun geuleon biga anigil

I've been desperately hoping
간절히 난 바래왔었죠
ganjeolhi nan balaewass-eossjyo
Do you know how I feel too?
그대도 내 맘 아나요?
geudaedo nae mam anayo?

Me, who only pictured you every day
매일 그대만 그려왔던 나를
maeil geudaeman geulyeowassdeon naleul

It seeps into my heart again today
오늘도 내 맘에 스며들죠
oneuldo nae mam-e seumyeodeuljyo
You are a gift from heaven
그대는 선물입니다, 하늘이 내려준
geudaeneun seonmul-ibnida, haneul-i naelyeojun

I will protect you in this world where you stand alone
홀로 선 세상 속에 그댈 지켜줄게요
hollo seon sesang sog-e geudael jikyeojulgeyo

One day, you suddenly fell like a shower
어느 날 문득 소나기처럼 내린 그대지만
eoneu nal mundeug sonagicheoleom naelin geudaejiman

I call you again today, you are a precious person to me.
오늘도 불러 봅니다, 내겐 소중한 사람
oneuldo bulleo bobnida, naegen sojunghan salam

Oh
Oh
Oh
The falling rain suddenly wakes me up
떨어지는 빗물이 어느새 날 깨우고
tteol-eojineun bismul-i eoneusae nal kkaeugo

I'm lost in my thoughts about you
그대 생각에 잠겨요
geudae saeng-gag-e jamgyeoyo
Now come to me
이제는 내게로 와요
ijeneun naegelo wayo

I'm waiting as always
언제나처럼 기다리고 있죠
eonjenacheoleom gidaligo issjyo

I will hold your hand tightly
그대 손을 꼭 잡아줄게요
geudae son-eul kkog jab-ajulgeyo
You are a gift from heaven
그대는 선물입니다, 하늘이 내려준
geudaeneun seonmul-ibnida, haneul-i naelyeojun

I will protect you in this world where you stand alone
홀로 선 세상 속에 그댈 지켜줄게요
hollo seon sesang sog-e geudael jikyeojulgeyo

One day, you suddenly fell like a shower
어느 날 문득 소나기처럼 내린 그대지만
eoneu nal mundeug sonagicheoleom naelin geudaejiman

I call you again today, you are a precious person to me.
오늘도 불러 봅니다, 내겐 소중한 사람
oneuldo bulleo bobnida, naegen sojunghan salam
Painful memories that I wanted to forget
잊고 싶던 아픈 기억들도
ijgo sipdeon apeun gieogdeuldo

Just let it flow away with the raindrops
빗방울과 함께 흘려보내면 돼요
bisbang-ulgwa hamkke heullyeobonaemyeon dwaeyo

Even if I'm tired sometimes, even if the sky is cloudy
때로는 지쳐도, 하늘이 흐려도
ttaeloneun jichyeodo, haneul-i heulyeodo

don't forget that i exist
내가 있다는 걸 잊지 말아요
naega issdaneun geol ij-ji mal-ayo
You are love, my one and only love
그대는 사랑입니다, 하나뿐인 사랑
geudaeneun salang-ibnida, hanappun-in salang

There will never be a love like yours again
다시는 그대와 같은 사랑 없을 테니
dasineun geudaewa gat-eun salang eobs-eul teni

I don't forget, even the little memories you gave me
잊지 않아요, 내게 주었던 작은 기억 하나도
ij-ji anh-ayo, naege jueossdeon jag-eun gieog hanado

I engrave it again today, you are a gift to me
오늘도 새겨봅니다, 내겐 선물인 그댈
oneuldo saegyeobobnida, naegen seonmul-in geudael


Malam ini mataku berkabut, entah apa yang kurasakan. Hanya hampa yang menikam dalam kesendirian disini.
Aku merindukanmu..
Bisakah kita sejenak berhenti, merebahkan penat bersama. Dengan menyesap kopi dan sepotong bolu pisang di Tjilaki 9?
Karena kita hidup dengan melewatkan banyak hal.
Selalu menghirup udara yang sama.
Menatap langit yang sama.
Entah berapa banyak takdir dan momen yang telah aku lewati.
Kamu,
Bagaikan bintang bagiku, indah terlihat namun tak mudah digapai.
Selalu terlihat pelangi setelah hujan lebat.

Aku menantimu di sini.
Menghapuskan sunyi..
I miss you so badly..